a truth i’d write about in an effort to return one’s appreciation in the best way one knows how if you must know, the truth that i write about is the way you’ve managed to bruise every part that i’ve rebuilt and yet i cannot appoint whether the fault is in fact yours or mine was there a line we were meant to foremost draw and if so, had it not been scratched onto the low lit pavement before my house that 30 past however late i learnt of her presence and the present that it quickly became somehow, in exchange, i’m still out here showing you my favourite spot and least loved flowers around the chessboard that is my neighbourhood because we’re such good friends i refuse to get the short end of a stick i myself carved for had i starved the juvenile in your genuine better yet, the naive in my walk around the museum that was your mind hands holding onto the entrance ticket as if your hands handed it to mine then i wouldn’t have needed the walks to underline how this chessboard is not set for 2 queens now between my being an emotional slut and your downright oblivious nut the worse part isn’t even necessarily the contexts you wrote aloud but rather the reality that your words could foxtrot the way mine could only write about and the reality that your loudest words will not be about me you see, at the beginning of it all i said i wouldn’t do this to myself again but here i am playing chess with shiny new scrabble pieces angry because even when i told myself i stopped myself i made myself promise it wouldn’t be between what is and isn’t written there was a truth that it is you |WHERE TO FIND ME| FLOWERSANDFILM: https://www.flowersandfilm.com FRAGMENTS: https://fragmentstheatre.wixsite.com/theatre INSTAGRAM: http://instagram.com/flowersandfilm_ | http://instagram.com/millimettt SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/flowersandfilm INQUIRIES: hey.flowersandfilm@gmail.com M x

for a worrier, a stylish diplomat and every blue she turns red sunday spaghetti limbs heavier with i’ve missed you but you still smelt same of mum of sunday spaghetti and soft yellow curves hello meo ơi, mẹ bảo meo đâu rồi? yet you didn’t hear me when “con chỉ thế thôi” when i was up to my ears in take me home “why we are talking nonsense to impress?” và “con không muốn hiểu tiếng việt” điều đặc biệt là you are the person i’ve been with the longest yet it is you who has taught me the most about being away now that i can’t stay i juggle peace with the days i miss squeezing words between your sentences as the tv spoke and napping and the way you let me snug past dinner time and breakfast and lunch simply because i looked too happy for our sunday perhaps you did know i wasn’t okay the way you knew some days called for mì spaghetti |WHERE TO FIND ME| FLOWERSANDFILM: https://www.flowersandfilm.com FRAGMENTS: https://fragmentstheatre.wixsite.com/theatre INSTAGRAM: http://instagram.com/flowersandfilm_ | http://instagram.com/millimettt SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/flowersandfilm INQUIRIES: hey.flowersandfilm@gmail.com M x

✏️30 for 30 | the playlist: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLhKU-4uF4IvI-i36WnJZwa5ol8vGcpXP0 april 29 moonshot no, i might not get you the moon but know that i’ll love you trying \\Song: Simple Things (Acoustic) - Ziggy Alberts https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GRPyAxzo-Qs - All credits go to the incredible artist |WHERE TO FIND ME| FLOWERSANDFILM: https://www.flowersandfilm.com FRAGMENTS: https://fragmentstheatre.wixsite.com/theatre INSTAGRAM: http://instagram.com/flowersandfilm_ | http://instagram.com/millimettt SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/flowersandfilm INQUIRIES: hey.flowersandfilm@gmail.com M x

✏️30 for 30 | the playlist: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLhKU-4uF4IvI-i36WnJZwa5ol8vGcpXP0 april 28 now when i want it now when i want it when i want it now i want astronomical yet, your, tastefully casual so i understand but and i understand but cause i understand but learning to not have control is something i’ve controlled to learn now when i want it you wouldn’t want it so why would i want it want, tastefully casual but to understand cause astronomical is learning to not control when you get to know me when you don't know me when i want it now |WHERE TO FIND ME| FLOWERSANDFILM: https://www.flowersandfilm.com FRAGMENTS: https://fragmentstheatre.wixsite.com/theatre INSTAGRAM: http://instagram.com/flowersandfilm_ | http://instagram.com/millimettt SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/flowersandfilm INQUIRIES: hey.flowersandfilm@gmail.com M x

✏️30 for 30 | the playlist: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLhKU-4uF4IvI-i36WnJZwa5ol8vGcpXP0 april 25 she she liked her hair short and liked her hair long she liked silhouettes that feel like songs she liked coffee black in chromatic mugs she liked to hear stories the way others liked drugs she liked leaving feelings on hers and your lips she liked choosing and not choosing when to exist she liked who she was when she’s by the sea she liked who she is when she’s around me \\Song: Coffee Cup - Anthony Lazaro https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EQrDJGW-x0s - All credits go to the incredible artist |WHERE TO FIND ME| FLOWERSANDFILM: https://www.flowersandfilm.com FRAGMENTS: https://fragmentstheatre.wixsite.com/theatre INSTAGRAM: http://instagram.com/flowersandfilm_ | http://instagram.com/millimettt SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/flowersandfilm INQUIRIES: hey.flowersandfilm@gmail.com M x

✏️30 for 30 | the playlist: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLhKU-4uF4IvI-i36WnJZwa5ol8vGcpXP0 april 24 thesaurus thoughts to write some strings of words per day is to have a lot of thoughts or at least to have rehearsed bullshitting parades of thesaurus plots |WHERE TO FIND ME| FLOWERSANDFILM: https://www.flowersandfilm.com FRAGMENTS: https://fragmentstheatre.wixsite.com/theatre INSTAGRAM: http://instagram.com/flowersandfilm_ | http://instagram.com/millimettt SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/flowersandfilm INQUIRIES: hey.flowersandfilm@gmail.com M x

✏️30 for 30 | the playlist: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLhKU-4uF4IvI-i36WnJZwa5ol8vGcpXP0 april 23 zips, cigs and my old man the thing about spending uninterrupted time with your family —not to say that the time could not be voluntarily interrupted by smart screens— is that it can allow you to notice all the things you hate about yourself it isn’t that you were unaware of these self proclaimed flaws but are rather now involuntarily spending time with them i noticed this because i notice how i pack before i leave a place the tetris maze that is the inside of my bag as i dump every single remaining thing out in order to get all that i brought back in and how the trek to my next location is equipped with the way my mother’s hand zips and unzips and zips and unzips and zips and unzips before she zips every compartment right i notice my parents getting curious about every new roadside artifact even if it is just so that they could tell me how they already know it and of course the story of how they came to know it how my mother finds herself unconsciously tucked in my father’s leading direction and the way he finds comfort in leading at all and between interrupting smart screens, i want to tell him that i too have tasted a Vietnamese dessert that gives a confidence i can somewhat understand that i too have my reasons, puffing cool and more collected that i notice how he offers his father and my mother’s father one when we visit their graves and how i’ll probably only have enough confidence to do the same when i visit his i notice this because we are on the bus to our next location and my mother chats to the driver behind me and before the driver drives, my father stumbles into the seat next to mine and he asks if i am sleepy and offers a shoulder bony much like mine and i am voluntarily and involuntarily home whatever that may mean the next uninterrupted time \\Song: Those Relaxing Sounds of Waves, Ocean Sounds https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OG2eGVt6v2o - All credits go to the incredible artist |WHERE TO FIND ME| FLOWERSANDFILM: https://www.flowersandfilm.com FRAGMENTS: https://fragmentstheatre.wixsite.com/theatre INSTAGRAM: http://instagram.com/flowersandfilm_ | http://instagram.com/millimettt SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/flowersandfilm INQUIRIES: hey.flowersandfilm@gmail.com M x

✏️30 for 30 | the playlist: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLhKU-4uF4IvI-i36WnJZwa5ol8vGcpXP0 april 22 the knight and her evangeline and in a fever dream i see a map to evangeline it’s got museums and first nights over pinpointed, to be checked in an order that may apply a knight, a year or five ago built brown swing sets for brave toys to play and the toys found treasure chests for polaroids of quicksand confessions and sunday fights at convenience stores one day my best friend became someone who could hurt me the most and i knew the way they liked their maps ordered their joys and kept what keeps them up at night and i left the island i built a purple swing to which you bring the way you drink your coffee the way you like your words to rhyme the way polaroids remind you that the only you is the one still inside your chest now that i have all these facts, what am i supposed to do do i write them down tuck them in midday lunch boxes for you to find would you keep a picture of my favourite street in your wallet and talk about the way i spill food in airport lines there’s this map to evangeline that goes through a city of lost toys and pirate ships of who we used to be and i let my hair down, grab a helmet and then you’re here this is how knights fall in love \\Song: Into an Enchanting Forest || Magical Celtic Music @432Hz || Mystical Forest Sounds https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3pGwlKjpdfc - All credits go to the incredible artist |WHERE TO FIND ME| FLOWERSANDFILM: https://www.flowersandfilm.com FRAGMENTS: https://fragmentstheatre.wixsite.com/theatre INSTAGRAM: http://instagram.com/flowersandfilm_ | http://instagram.com/millimettt SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/flowersandfilm INQUIRIES: hey.flowersandfilm@gmail.com M x