✏️30 for 30 | the playlist: https://rb.gy/fhlyxd july 24 are you in love? may i ask if you’re in love and whether it feels like home one painted green and dressed up true blurry cosmos of your own are tuesdays lazy cause they’re there with extra arms for you of just because you can doesn’t mean that you have to i don’t know such of what is real and you’ve seen some of what is not sometimes it’s muscle memory making you defense hijack the plot rather naive if you believe that every search searches “forever” but to think you’re better off not searching doesn’t make you much more clever you’ll find them in buckled letters risked dandelion wine hugs a rejected treasure chest of time when you were so in love |WHERE TO FIND ME| FLOWERSANDFILM: https://www.flowersandfilm.com FRAGMENTS: https://fragmentstheatre.wixsite.com/theatre INSTAGRAM: http://instagram.com/flowersandfilm_ | http://instagram.com/millimettt SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/flowersandfilm INQUIRIES: hey.flowersandfilm@gmail.com M x

✏️30 for 30 | the playlist: https://rb.gy/fhlyxd july 23 yours (draft 1) and i’ll carry you with me anyway i’ll pick you forever if you’d like it’s not only you it’s always you \\Song: my one and only love - john Coltrane and johnny Hartman https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fue4mYwJjeU - All credits go to the incredible artist |WHERE TO FIND ME| FLOWERSANDFILM: https://www.flowersandfilm.com FRAGMENTS: https://fragmentstheatre.wixsite.com/theatre INSTAGRAM: http://instagram.com/flowersandfilm_ | http://instagram.com/millimettt SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/flowersandfilm INQUIRIES: hey.flowersandfilm@gmail.com M x

✏️30 for 30 | the playlist: https://rb.gy/fhlyxd july 22 forgetmenot (fear of feeling too much) i am by the ocean on these quieter days when i sit in remnants of sweet sea kisses and 2am whiskey serendipity i tug on the grass and imagine what it would be like to not be here whether i’d hated and loved whether i’d lived all this life and yet not known it at all i am by the ocean and i am learning to love how i am loved for i don’t think i was quite aware that when i mumbled “let them in” “them” i referred to me my frequent miscalculations my fickle fear of feeling too much and yet having not felt enough you come and sit, i’m by the ocean and i admit that i’m afraid for now that i’ve seen what’s to see of me for how dear you are to me you must leave for when the waves get loud i’d rather there be nothing than there be not enough days for when it’s just the ocean and the forget-me-nots sway of sea sweet kisses of black and velvet and meant to be i am afraid you’ll be by the ocean feeling too much having not seen enough of me |WHERE TO FIND ME| FLOWERSANDFILM: https://www.flowersandfilm.com FRAGMENTS: https://fragmentstheatre.wixsite.com/theatre INSTAGRAM: http://instagram.com/flowersandfilm_ | http://instagram.com/millimettt SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/flowersandfilm INQUIRIES: hey.flowersandfilm@gmail.com M x

✏️30 for 30 | the playlist: https://rb.gy/fhlyxd july 20 the summer of pause lately it feels alright swimming in minds that aren’t your own time kissing you on the cheek reminding you that you have more you’re slowly understanding the kind of stillness they tell you about that kind you can miss even when it’s yet gone and maybe you’ll be outgoing again and then you’ll miss yourself in this moment |WHERE TO FIND ME| FLOWERSANDFILM: https://www.flowersandfilm.com FRAGMENTS: https://fragmentstheatre.wixsite.com/theatre INSTAGRAM: http://instagram.com/flowersandfilm_ | http://instagram.com/millimettt SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/flowersandfilm INQUIRIES: hey.flowersandfilm@gmail.com M x

✏️30 for 30 | the playlist: https://rb.gy/fhlyxd july 19 it’s in your little box y’know, it’s okay to remember to think about to still have it around it’s in your little box you can want a look you can even take it out it’s yours and still yours to know just as long as you put it back just as long as you don’t forget to go |WHERE TO FIND ME| FLOWERSANDFILM: https://www.flowersandfilm.com FRAGMENTS: https://fragmentstheatre.wixsite.com/theatre INSTAGRAM: http://instagram.com/flowersandfilm_ | http://instagram.com/millimettt SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/flowersandfilm INQUIRIES: hey.flowersandfilm@gmail.com M x

✏️30 for 30 | the playlist: https://rb.gy/fhlyxd july 18 i’ll tell you more about it when i know maybe tomorrow this will all make sense but right now i’m too today to understand |WHERE TO FIND ME| FLOWERSANDFILM: https://www.flowersandfilm.com FRAGMENTS: https://fragmentstheatre.wixsite.com/theatre INSTAGRAM: http://instagram.com/flowersandfilm_ | http://instagram.com/millimettt SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/flowersandfilm INQUIRIES: hey.flowersandfilm@gmail.com M x

✏️30 for 30 | the playlist: https://rb.gy/fhlyxd july 17 timed interactions it is a thursday we had said 6 it is 5:30 so i’m a little early with the thought of whether i was wasting my time i’ve been liking me and this me likes you the you i don’t question the you without questions but answers so strict i just might choose to stick around on some other day in some other world if we had we met late we ate, then we’re fucking but i’m fucking with the different mes and different yous when they meet what’s the point in these timed interactions for eventual detachment can’t i just fuck without it meaning shit then i’ll sit and i’ll fuss for real romantic blushing but when i see that you want me or when you’re trying your best instead of a thank you note i just clear my throat and say okay i wish i could stop denying affection as some sort of self-protection when the real redirection should be with me cause i don’t know what i’m doing or when i started doing we’re here and i’m saying yes but i’m watching me say no but i don’t jump back into my body i stay on the sideline watching it plummet because on some other day in some other world this works where i am not early nor late where i am not so afraid where i say please, stay i wouldn’t mind wasting more time with you |WHERE TO FIND ME| FLOWERSANDFILM: https://www.flowersandfilm.com FRAGMENTS: https://fragmentstheatre.wixsite.com/theatre INSTAGRAM: http://instagram.com/flowersandfilm_ | http://instagram.com/millimettt SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/flowersandfilm INQUIRIES: hey.flowersandfilm@gmail.com M x

✏️30 for 30 | the playlist: https://rb.gy/fhlyxd july 16 timed interactions (draft 1) instead of pulling out a thank you note i grabbed the remote and rose the volume of only the chaos i know all the different mes and different yous when they meet what’s the point in these timed interactions for eventual detachment am i distracting you i was so in love with waking with you i’d missed that you’d already gotten up \\Song: super soft - puma blue https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i-9hJVSp9Qc - All credits go to the incredible artist |WHERE TO FIND ME| FLOWERSANDFILM: https://www.flowersandfilm.com FRAGMENTS: https://fragmentstheatre.wixsite.com/theatre INSTAGRAM: http://instagram.com/flowersandfilm_ | http://instagram.com/millimettt SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/flowersandfilm INQUIRIES: hey.flowersandfilm@gmail.com M x