✏️30 for 30 | the playlist: https://rb.gy/fhlyxd july 24 are you in love? may i ask if you’re in love and whether it feels like home one painted green and dressed up true blurry cosmos of your own are tuesdays lazy cause they’re there with extra arms for you of just because you can doesn’t mean that you have to i don’t know such of what is real and you’ve seen some of what is not sometimes it’s muscle memory making you defense hijack the plot rather naive if you believe that every search searches “forever” but to think you’re better off not searching doesn’t make you much more clever you’ll find them in buckled letters risked dandelion wine hugs a rejected treasure chest of time when you were so in love |WHERE TO FIND ME| FLOWERSANDFILM: https://www.flowersandfilm.com FRAGMENTS: https://fragmentstheatre.wixsite.com/theatre INSTAGRAM: http://instagram.com/flowersandfilm_ | http://instagram.com/millimettt SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/flowersandfilm INQUIRIES: hey.flowersandfilm@gmail.com M x

✏️30 for 30 | the playlist: https://rb.gy/fhlyxd july 22 forgetmenot (fear of feeling too much) i am by the ocean on these quieter days when i sit in remnants of sweet sea kisses and 2am whiskey serendipity i tug on the grass and imagine what it would be like to not be here whether i’d hated and loved whether i’d lived all this life and yet not known it at all i am by the ocean and i am learning to love how i am loved for i don’t think i was quite aware that when i mumbled “let them in” “them” i referred to me my frequent miscalculations my fickle fear of feeling too much and yet having not felt enough you come and sit, i’m by the ocean and i admit that i’m afraid for now that i’ve seen what’s to see of me for how dear you are to me you must leave for when the waves get loud i’d rather there be nothing than there be not enough days for when it’s just the ocean and the forget-me-nots sway of sea sweet kisses of black and velvet and meant to be i am afraid you’ll be by the ocean feeling too much having not seen enough of me |WHERE TO FIND ME| FLOWERSANDFILM: https://www.flowersandfilm.com FRAGMENTS: https://fragmentstheatre.wixsite.com/theatre INSTAGRAM: http://instagram.com/flowersandfilm_ | http://instagram.com/millimettt SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/flowersandfilm INQUIRIES: hey.flowersandfilm@gmail.com M x

✏️30 for 30 | the playlist: https://rb.gy/fhlyxd july 17 timed interactions it is a thursday we had said 6 it is 5:30 so i’m a little early with the thought of whether i was wasting my time i’ve been liking me and this me likes you the you i don’t question the you without questions but answers so strict i just might choose to stick around on some other day in some other world if we had we met late we ate, then we’re fucking but i’m fucking with the different mes and different yous when they meet what’s the point in these timed interactions for eventual detachment can’t i just fuck without it meaning shit then i’ll sit and i’ll fuss for real romantic blushing but when i see that you want me or when you’re trying your best instead of a thank you note i just clear my throat and say okay i wish i could stop denying affection as some sort of self-protection when the real redirection should be with me cause i don’t know what i’m doing or when i started doing we’re here and i’m saying yes but i’m watching me say no but i don’t jump back into my body i stay on the sideline watching it plummet because on some other day in some other world this works where i am not early nor late where i am not so afraid where i say please, stay i wouldn’t mind wasting more time with you |WHERE TO FIND ME| FLOWERSANDFILM: https://www.flowersandfilm.com FRAGMENTS: https://fragmentstheatre.wixsite.com/theatre INSTAGRAM: http://instagram.com/flowersandfilm_ | http://instagram.com/millimettt SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/flowersandfilm INQUIRIES: hey.flowersandfilm@gmail.com M x

✏️30 for 30 | the playlist: https://rb.gy/fhlyxd july 13 tell me about your day won’t you tell me about your day so that i don’t have to speak i’ll pretend that i am listening as you chapter down this street i’ll let you lead the way the way i always do eventually when we reach the door i’ll let me you kiss me too this time i won’t forget to say that it’s you this week i’ll miss i’ve never been good with endings i pretend that we exist |WHERE TO FIND ME| FLOWERSANDFILM: https://www.flowersandfilm.com FRAGMENTS: https://fragmentstheatre.wixsite.com/theatre INSTAGRAM: http://instagram.com/flowersandfilm_ | http://instagram.com/millimettt SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/flowersandfilm INQUIRIES: hey.flowersandfilm@gmail.com M x

✏️30 for 30 | the playlist: https://rb.gy/fhlyxd july 12 experience design (draft 1) there is a certain kind of sadness that comes with no longer being sad like you have a map but you have no idea where it’s gonna lead like you’re going home but nobody is there what does your eye fill in from that image to that image? what does your mind fill in? i could and couldn’t tell you whether it is real whether it was true and knowing that i didn’t need to rush through any of it i want to see what happens when i listen to myself and if it goes to shits, i’ll change tomorrow STRAWBERRY FRAGMENTS Poetry Collection: https://www.flowersandfilm.com/post/strawberry-fragments \\Song: pretty pictures - indigo de souza https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aYsUGVsiPKk - All credits go to the incredible artist |WHERE TO FIND ME| FLOWERSANDFILM: https://www.flowersandfilm.com FRAGMENTS: https://fragmentstheatre.wixsite.com/theatre INSTAGRAM: http://instagram.com/flowersandfilm_ | http://instagram.com/millimettt SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/flowersandfilm INQUIRIES: hey.flowersandfilm@gmail.com M x

✏️30 for 30 | the playlist: https://rb.gy/fhlyxd july 8 a difference in affection i think there’s a difference between liking someone and liking the way they treat you or the way you can treat them a difference in affection i’m trying to differentiate affection holding back the tensions i’ll create because it will just confuse because it might not be you but the attention you give me what if it isn’t the person but the moment to which they belong and the moment may be yours and yes that but nothing more but how do we admit that when they sound the way they do and do they know can they tell that we’re recycling our ways the way ways used to work so right holding the moment so damn tight so close as if we really wanted it as if we really knew i’m sorry i didn’t know don’t know and i probably won’t know even when it’s gone and you said you didn’t mind won’t mind and probably don’t mind now it’s gone because you differentiated affection you understood the attention because you actually held back when i was holding you |WHERE TO FIND ME| FLOWERSANDFILM: https://www.flowersandfilm.com FRAGMENTS: https://fragmentstheatre.wixsite.com/theatre INSTAGRAM: http://instagram.com/flowersandfilm_ | http://instagram.com/millimettt SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/flowersandfilm INQUIRIES: hey.flowersandfilm@gmail.com M x

✏️30 for 30 | the playlist: https://rb.gy/fhlyxd july 6 bottled bookmarks i don’t think i knew i was walking from a whole, but not fully not from you it’s exciting because you love stories you love telling them and hearing them when and when i can’t carry myself enough to speak it’s exciting because years from now we’ve bottled bookmarks and pictured proof we can illustrate every annotated line it’s exciting because i get this whole other life but i didn’t need to be without you to know that i don’t want to be |WHERE TO FIND ME| FLOWERSANDFILM: https://www.flowersandfilm.com FRAGMENTS: https://fragmentstheatre.wixsite.com/theatre INSTAGRAM: http://instagram.com/flowersandfilm_ | http://instagram.com/millimettt SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/flowersandfilm INQUIRIES: hey.flowersandfilm@gmail.com M x

✏️30 for 30 | the playlist: https://rb.gy/fhlyxd july 5 silly i feel silly writing about you what you look like, sound like how you take your coffee how you’d fumble for your keys the way you look at me whether it’ll be that way for always the way i used to write about, only dared to write about i feel silly writing about you because I don’t even know who you are yet \\Song: let me - alice phoebe lou https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tpyswg-cGX4 - All credits go to the incredible artist |WHERE TO FIND ME| FLOWERSANDFILM: https://www.flowersandfilm.com FRAGMENTS: https://fragmentstheatre.wixsite.com/theatre INSTAGRAM: http://instagram.com/flowersandfilm_ | http://instagram.com/millimettt SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/flowersandfilm INQUIRIES: hey.flowersandfilm@gmail.com M x