flowersandfilm

they say we need to find a way to hold on to ourselves even when we are gone even when we don’t know who we are, who we’re holding onto because who else will do that for us who else will say that we were here i want to tell her that i miss her, even when she is here but how do you miss someone and also be glad they’re not around maybe i’m just a sucker for things that are no longer with me a sadist disguised as a masochist it’s all the same because it’s just her and me and i’

your body is telling you that you are tired but you are late and already half way there but you can’t remember where you left it like someone found and stole it and now they’re on the subway wearing your i feel like i’m back like i’m here to stay and you’re running the tunnel back to where you exited just to catch another train and you’re running your body you’re shoving your body fast past bodies and your body is telling you that you are tired and it could be the best thing

recalling every word of what they said to whoever will hear again and again when you’re alone angry all the time swearing you will never forget never give credit to the reasons for why they were so angry all the time because 3 years of you   knowing would’ve only hurt me more was an i didn’t want to lose you  simulation you will always be too you to build for them angry because you want to get to the place where the reason is the hurt people have caused you and you are so ang

it’s hard to not throw yourself a party when the decorations are all hung up perfectly packed therapy autographed biographies gift bags ready for those who you have wronged but the phone rings and rings and nobody answers not those who hate you not those who said they’d come and the phone rings and rings and they’re on a 3-way together and they’re all talking about you but you’re calling on a tuesday at 3pm and it’s 9 in germany and she’s on a second date or starting a lunch

if there’s anything i’ve learnt from making a second language my first it’s that if you say something confidently enough as many times deemed enough everyone will believe you i’ve been learning to say that i am in fact 𝘯𝘰𝘵 a poet that i need a screenshot to start or sometimes someone else’s rhythm when you have given everything up for me to say that i am you who speaks of visions visits of us in the light in the rain, unasked even though you are the you that doesn’t know,

Usually when I say this, it’s regarding a mental anxiousness I have been getting to know. This time it was purely physical. My mum took...

love was something so vast so heroic, and i am learning ways it can still be so. it can be as big as lending someone a book; asking if...

During the medieval era, plays were often read aloud as part of family and community gatherings, serving as instruments for the theology...

may i ask if you’re in love and whether it feels like home one painted green and dressed up true blurry cosmos of your own are tuesdays...

i am by the ocean on these quieter days when i sit in remnants of sweet sea kisses and 2am whiskey serendipity i tug on the grass and...

it is a thursday we had said 6 it is 5:30 so i’m a little early with the thought of whether i was wasting my time i’ve been liking me and...

i think there’s a difference between liking someone and liking the way they treat you or the way you can treat them a difference in...

i don’t think i knew i was walking from a whole, but not fully not from you it’s exciting because you love stories you love telling them...

i slip silent from the covers i am awake, i woke alone my chair hangs his dinner jacket new where i took it off and then fucked you where...

Happy 3 years to us—to www.flowersandfilm.com. You look a little different now while I look VERY different now, and somehow you are still...

today is rainy again and i finished work at 7 in the morning, with dad half way through his breakfast. i almost forgot how much i liked...

in an effort to return one’s appreciation in the best way one knows how if you must know, the truth that i write about is the way you’ve...

Dạo gần đây, mình khá là anxious và mỗi khi anxious mình lại lên Hồ Tây. Nhiều bạn hỏi sao mình ở dưới phố,...

When I was little, I lived by the beach and on a really tall hill. When I rode my scooter to school, I’d rest both my feet on the board...

I don’t know much about space, as do any of us. But from what I’ve gathered via special effects sci-fi movies, there is a point called a...

now when i want it when i want it now i want astronomical yet, your, tastefully casual so i understand but and i understand but cause i...

the thing about spending uninterrupted time with your family —not to say that the time could not be voluntarily interrupted by smart...

and in a fever dream i see a map to evangeline it’s got museums and first nights over pinpointed, to be checked in an order that may...

being able to recognize that it was this time 365 times ago when i finally looked at you—like really looked at you not the “let me check...