at the lagoon, there is a granite floating fortress passing this chaotic apathy hugging me the way my ribcage should feel air climbing...

i understand that you can’t—you shouldn’t—decide how you feel about someone instantaneously there should be conversations—plural—signifyi...

is it “normal” to be so scared of being “happy”? not necessarily thrilled—more zealous, middling or fairish? and avoidant, perhaps shy, a...